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NEW LIVEJOURNALLLLLLL! [06 Sep 2004|05:51pm] new lj.. ADD IT BITCHES backwards_smile backwards_smile backwards_smile backwards_smile backwards_smile ehh the link might not work.. but add it anyways 40 / COMMENT.

[03 Sep 2004|10:36pm] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | none ] :-/ .. whatever i guess.. 80 / COMMENT.

LAYOUT!!! [27 Aug 2004|09:10pm] new layout... you likeyy??? commmmeeennnttttt :) //// EDIITT!! i want some hugs!!! pretty please :'( *HUGS* TOTAL! CLICK HERE to give xothinknofyou more *HUGS* Get hugs of your own 20 / COMMENT.

everytime i look for you the sun goes down [27 Aug 2004|08:10pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | everytime i look for you_blink 182 ] AHHhhhhhHHHhhh im soo tired!!!!!!! last night.. i slept over courts.. fun times.. haha she did little cornrows in my hair.. hhaahah it was awesome today i had practice then i went shopping.. then i came home. soo i dont really know why im so tired.. buut ohh well tomorro im sleepong at jessies.. i love her :-* hehehe everyone keeps telln me there is a football game next friday.. so i guess ill be there!! i wanna see becky.. she better go.. OR ELSE i cannott belive we have school monday.. i dont know if im glad or pissed off.. i cant tell. matts in my economics class :) im happy about that.. and i have alot of my friends in most of my classes.. soo i hope this year is good.. :-/ comment!!!????!!! pleaseeeeeee :) ---tawna / COMMENT.

i love these things [25 Aug 2004|12:45pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | shut up- blink 182 ] [x.]Name = tawna [x.]Location = NH [x.]Zodiac sign = leo [x.]Shoe size = 5 [x.]Height = 5'3 1/2 [x.]Eyes = brownish hazel [x.]Siblings = 2 stepsisters [x.]Hair = dirty blond [x.]Favrite color = pink.. and green [x.]Do you play sports?: volleyball :) [x.]Are you a night or a morning person?: NIGHT!!!! [x.]Are you ticklish?: WICKED!!!! [x.]Do you believe in God?: yup [x.] what shampoo do you use = all diffrent kinds.. i like to experimant [x.] what perfume do you use = escada-lily chic, lilu [x.] what shoes do you wear = flip flops.. sneakers [x.] what are you scared of = being alone, dying, mannyy things [x.] number of times I have been in love?: once [x.] number of continents I have lived in?: 1 [x.] number of drugs taken illegally?: umm [x.] number of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?: about 5 or 6 [x.] number of people I consider my enemies?: alot [x.] do you hate anyone?: sadly YESSSS [x.] number of cd's that I own?: about 20.. i listen to shizz on the computer [x.] number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: probly like 3 [x.] number of scars on my body?: umm like 10 or more.. [x.] number of things in my past that I regret?: TOO MANY (Have you ever..) [x.] Fallen for your best friend? nope [x.] Made out with JUST a friend? YUP [x.] Been in love? i think so.. [x.] Cheated on someone? no Have you/are you/do you.. [x.] Considered a life of crime? every once ina while ;) [x.] Considered being a hooker? BEING???? yes.. i think i was kidding tho [x.] Considered being a pimp? nahh [x.] Are you psycho?: probly [x.] Split personalities?: negitive [x.] Schizophrenic?: thats a bigass word [x.] Obsessive compulsive?: so is that word [x.] Panic?: somtimes [x.] Anxiety?: definitly [x.] Depressed?: uhh.. honestlyy... im not sure.. i was before tho BADDDLYY [x.] Suicidal?: not right now [x.] Obsessed with hate?: uhhh [x.] Understanding: somtimes [x.] Open-minded: i guess [x.] Interesting: always ;) [x.] Hungry: i just finshed eating .. lol [x.] Friendly: i try [x.] Childish: mmmmmm yah i guess [x.] Healthy: i think so [x.] Difficult: yup [x.] Attractive: HELL NO [x.] Thirsty: kinda [x.] Responsible: depends [x.] Sad: not at the moment... [x.] Happy: somtimes [x.] Trusting: YESSSSS.. i rly am [x.] Talkative: VERY [x.] Different: i guess so [x.] Lonely: ALOT [x.] Have tattoos? not yet [x.] Piercings?: YUP [x.] Have a girlfriend/boyfriend? nope :( [x.] Own a webcam? nope [x.] Ever get off the damn computer? of course Currents [x.] Current Clothes: shorts... and a tank top [x.] Current Mood: :-/ [x.] Current Taste: fritos [x.] Current Hair: down [x.] Current Makeup: none [x.] Current Annoyance: my mom [x.] Current Smell: ummm i dont know [x.] Current thing you thought to be doing: laundry [x.] Current Book: nothing [x.] Current DVD In Player: the exorcist [x.] Current Refreshment: nothing [x.] Current Worry: where to start? [x.] Current Crush: ummmmm On Dating.... [x.] Long or short hair? whatver looks good [x.] Dark or blond hair? whatver looks good [x.] Tall or short? taller then me [x.] Mr./Mrs. Sensitive or Mr./Mrs. Funny?: both [x.] Good boy/girl or bad boy/girl?: not too goodie goodie.. but not an asshole [x.] Dark or light eyes?: i love blue eyes. but i guess it doesnt matter [x.] Hat or no hat? whatever they want [x.] Pierced or no?: doesnt hurt :) [x.] Freckles or none?: doesnt everyone have freckles? [x.] Stubble or neatly shaven? : alls long as it looks nice On preferences... [x.] Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? hot chocolate [x.] McDonalds or Burger King? Mcdonalds [x.] Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend?: whoever i love.. dont matter [x.] Sweet or sour? sour [x.] Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? root beer. dr pepper is gross [x.] Sappy/action/comedy/horror? horror [x.] Cats or dogs? cats [x.] Ocean or Pool? depends on the weather [x.] Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese? cool ranch [x.] Mud or Jell-O wrestling? JELLO wrestling.. or both [x.]With or without ice-cubes? with [x.] sunshine or rain? uhhh depends on what im doing [x.] Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring?: FALL [x.] Vanilla or Chocolate? chocolate [x.] Gloves or mittens? gloves [x.] Eyes open or closed? closed [x.] Fly or breathe under water? FLLYYYY [x.] Chewing gum or hard candy? gum [x.] Motor boat or sailboat? motor boat [x.] Lights on or off? off [x.] Chicken or fish? chikin [x.] Clay or Ruben? RUBEN.. clay looks like a leprechaun haha i love how i do these gay thingies :) :) well tomoro is freshman orientation!!! then im sleepin at courtneys.. then pratcice is friday .. yay the week is half over !!!! this weekened me and jessie are havin a slumber.. i cant wait.. shes the best.. and im gunna die if i dont see her ASAP ill write more later.. comment!! --tawna 10 / COMMENT.

hahahha wow [23 Aug 2004|05:52pm] [ mood | distressed ] [ music | rollercoaster_blink 182 ] well im waitin for alex to get here.. everyones life is so depressing right now.. well it seems like that from there livejournals.. :-/ it actually makes me sad thinkin about it.. when ppl around me are sad.. so am i.. i cant be happy all by myself. i need ppl to hold me upp so i dont fall.. thats what i got my friends for.. but some of my friends arnt happy.. soo how am i supposed to be??? plus camps over soo im kinda sad about that.. i might NEVER go again.. i dont even wanna think about that..i better get invited back.. or im just gunna show up.. AHhhhhhhh.. :( why does teenage life.. havta SUCKKKKKK --tawna 20 / COMMENT.

back to the real world [21 Aug 2004|08:34pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | wendy clear_blink 182 ] ohh god.. im sucha retard camps over. back to the real world :( now that im back all my friends are like wicked close now and i feel like.. soo left out.. maybe its just me, making somthing wrong with my life. but why would i feel THIS sad about it ?? :-/ :-/ :-/ i hate when i act like this.. i get all sad and shit for like no reason.. sumtimes its right before something big happens schools starts in 8 days.. there my answer. i dont even no if schools gunna be fun. watch.. itl probly suck realy bad.. AHHH im so negitive.. i hate it haha. tomorro im buying a new cd (take off your pants and jacket).. i need to listen first date.. im freaking out..AHH no one comments.. haha i feel so lonely --tawna 50 / COMMENT.

in my car i just cant wait... to pick u up on our very first date [20 Aug 2004|08:26pm] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | my singing...of first date ] camp ended today :( :( :'( im so sad buut school starts in 10 days.. and im actually excited for it...!! guess what everyone. i found someone, tucker :) hes soo nice and he wouldnt ever use me or hurt me.. <3333333333333 :-D ahh i still cant get over camp ending... damn it went by so fast.. i can remember having countdown things.. liek 5 months or 4 months or whatever.. ic an have those again!! which is kinda bad caus i hated them.. i really hope i get invited back :-/ paulas here right now, and wer trying to find the video for first date online caus i REAALLLYYY wanna listen to it~ !!!! leave me a comment or whatever -=-tawna / COMMENT.

sighhh [18 Aug 2004|08:39pm] [ mood | upset/depressd/confused/pissed ] [ music | first date-blink 182 ] the cit sleepover enough said. im pisssed. and i hate liars. yess greg u know what im talking about. camp is over in 2 days.. i dont know if this is good or bad matt is making me depressed :( ahhhhhhh i cant wait till thsi "situation" is completely taken care of. OHH guess what. i got questioned by the POleecceee.. haha but i didnt do anything it was jsut abotu a stolen cell phone but they only questioned me and 2 otehr pl out of 15 hmmm.... i swear im innocent... i rly am.. :( :( :( tawna-- 40 / COMMENT.

BLAH [16 Aug 2004|03:43pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | surrender-ashlee simpson..... and me brushing me teeth ] im brushing my teeth right now. thennnnn im goin to the orthodontist.. finding out when im gettin my braces off.. which is gunna be REALLLLLLLLY sooon.. im so exicted..!!!!!! thennnn im going to the CIT sleepover at camp.. i cant wait that should be pretty cool too. tryouts today werent that hard.. people were like throwing up and stuff i was like uhhhhh okay.. but im not going to any more tryouts this week. haha. caus of camp.. but im garenteed a freshman spot. but next week ill have practice almost everyday i think..?? 2 weeks till school starts.. im actually realy excited for some reason.. maybe bcaus im going to high school, and ill get to see eevryone again!!! but i know once i start ill probly be wishing for summer again.. who knows?? hey!! do u like the new layout. its nothing special but i think its pretty awesome.. plus i made the icon.. if u couldnt already tell.. hahha ill write later.. post a comment or whatever <3 tawna / COMMENT.

another HOT quiz [15 Aug 2004|09:13pm] [ mood | groggy ] [ music | stay together for the kids- blink 182 ] You Are Right Brained In Love Bit of a drama queen Peacemaker, first to end a fight Good at thinking up creative dates Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily Going with your gut instead of your head Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault Good at recognizing patterns in relationships Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love? Take This Quiz :-) / COMMENT.

tangled up in me ;) [14 Aug 2004|08:36pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | pieces of me ] im at alexs house right now.. its great. weve downloaded liek 99999999999999999999999999999999999999999999 songs.. maybe more i only have 4 days left of camp :( soo depressing.. monday night is the cit sleepover.. and some of the staff is going :-D ;) im not going to camp monday cause of volleyball tryouts... AHH i cant belive camps ending WHAT THE HELLL MAN.. it jsut strated 3 weeks ago :( im soo pissed/sad im gunna miss everyone SO much and it could be the last time i EVER see everyone.. caus idk if ill get invited back.. OMG :( im tkaign pics of everyone.. speciallt all the HOTTTTTTTTTTT frigin hot asss guys thurrrrr .. yummmmmm me and alex just watched MY BABYS DADDY .. helllss yah.. it was frigin awesome HAHAHAHHA in the middle of it we heard the music o fhte icecream truck.. we FREAKED out then ran down the street after it.it was hillaryASS later we are gunna watch the house of the dead :-O im scuureddd ill post more later <33 tawna PS leave a comment ;) 10 / COMMENT.

should you eat soup or drink it?? [12 Aug 2004|08:35pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | my computer is making noises... ] well kevin got me strated on the whole soup thing. and after thinking for awhile i decided that you definly eat soup. camps great. like always. shit happens. :-X my lips are sealed... ;) thats all im gunna say ohh and if you know what im talking about dont post anything that hasta do wiht it caus it cannot be spread around hahhahaa tomorro night im going to see THE VILLAGE.. im so excited.. then staurday im going school shopping wiht allleeeexx then im sleeeping over her house... i cant wait.. caus shes the coolestt ever. im so bored/tired/kinda sad/ right now tucker is telling me who he likes tomorro.. im scared the CIT sleepover is monday! im going later then everyone else caus i got volleyball tryouts then dentist.. woohoo im gunna goo.. im wicked tired (jess)-->baseball bat.. ;) HAHAHA i looooveee our code <33 tawna 30 / COMMENT.

i hate liars [07 Aug 2004|09:05pm] [ mood | used ] [ music | unpredictable ] ugghh.. well i went to the kingston plains today with jess,jessie,alex and kacie. we saw alot of ppl we knew there. i saw chesno and my cousin and ryan and ariealle.. andddddd.... alex k. and more people.. ohh yess i saw chris too..he looks kinda diffrent. he ddint ven say hey to me tho.. i dont think he reconized me.. alex lied to me. im kinda mad at him. he was like im not going to the kingston days thing on saturday, caus he wnated to hangout wiht me friday and i was like oh.. then i go to the thingy saturday.. and hes there wiht a girl that GREG hooked him up with... thanks greg..i talked to alex and we like looked at eachother during the talnet show thingy but im still mad.. i guess he probly didnt know he was gunan be hooked up with summone.. but if he wanted to hangout with me so bad why coulnt he just go saturday... ughhhh im mad :( i saw kacie for the first time this summer... i mist her so much!!! shes the best lol so is alex and jessie.... and jess ;) i got my school classes today.. im with ppl in most of my classes but i only talked to like 7 ppl so idk theres probly mroe good ppl in them im kinda sad right now to.. dont know why... but i am...actually i kinda no why :( :( :'( gunna go. ill write later <33 tawna 60 / COMMENT.

cabin 2 is the best.. i dont care what you say matt.. they rock [03 Aug 2004|08:31pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | i hate everything about you ] hahaha cabin 2 ACTUALLy likes me.. no wonder i like them soo much. plus tony bologna is in there.. hes pretty cool ohh man im such a retard.. i wore pants to camp today and it was like 10000000° out.. i was wicked pisssedd.. but jess had pants on to.. it was allll good. in the hood. haha and guess what.. some of the counselors got me WICKED mad today. this kid named mike (whosss veryyy hot) hangs out wiht me and jess all the time, cant hangout with us for the rest of the of the session. and guess why it soo frigin funnyyyyy..... the counselor lady was like you guys were having sexual realtions.. im like wtf?? with 3 people.. uhh no thanks.. she blamed it all on mike.. but he hung out wiht us today anyways.. screw that bitch.. shes GAY alex k. is supposed to call me tonite.. but who knows.. i hope he does tho caus im frigin bored and hes hot and cool to talk to. he goes to my high school too, so well get to hangout a little bit.. hey hes only 2 yrs older then me.. haha ohh well greg got out of comm. service today, last night he tried to teach me some of his evil ways but i dont think i caught on every good.. and he tried teaching me how to hacky-sack... i hackey-SUCKED...hahaa that was kinda funy lol gunna goo.. leave a comment or whatever _tawna / COMMENT.

new layout!!! [01 Aug 2004|03:04pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | and i_boxcarracer ] do you like the new layout?? i think its sexayyyy well me and paula had a little sleepover last night.. it was hot. we watched degrassi.. and gvb hawaii!! awesome shows!! it rained out today so we stayed home and looked on the stupid frigin internet for backrounds and everything for this lj.. hahaha GREAT DAY.. then my jesssssss called me :) we talked about all the hotties at camp.. like always. theres not much else to talk about... haha session 4 is coming up... :-( damniitt, caus theyll be new people and its the one year anniversary of "everything" haha WOW thats awesome... ... ... kacie alex and jessie left me this week.. im so sad they went up to maine, but kacie is gunna call me every night so i can tell her everything thats goin on haha ill get back to you later.. leave a comment or whatever :-D _tawna 20 / COMMENT.

im loved [31 Jul 2004|05:44pm] [ mood | silly ] [ music | going away to college_blink 182 ] Are you loved? Name Age You are loved this much... - 82% This QuickKwiz by seannydiggory - Taken 1539 Times. </a> New - COOL Dating Tips and Romance Advice! Does he really love you? Your Name His Name Your Age His Age Does he love you? TRUE If true, how much? - 85% This quiz by DrWorm - Taken 11449 Times. </a> New - Kwiz.Biz Astrology mmmmmmmmmm :-D / COMMENT.

soo much more [31 Jul 2004|05:01pm] [ mood | silly ] [ music | going away to college_blink 182 ] soo much has happened i cant even remember it all... seriously you have NO idea. NO idea its soooooo fun i dont even no what to say... BUT guess what!!!! i like someone...NEW!! i have a feeling that high school is gunna be GREAT... heheheheh.. some people know why ;) haha its almost august...already!! wow its been like a whole year since "everything" happened.. i cant believe it.. i made it thru.. yesss.. now when i look back on it.. im just like what the hell.. haahaha im soo over that.. haha well i cant wait till camp again. me and jess were supposed to hangout this weekend BUT noo.. her mom ddint feel good :( jess likes tony and mike b (theyr hot) i like nate chesno.. (hes hot) haha im so lame.. but i dont lie ;) <333 you all tawna WAIT.. paulas here.. i forgot ahha shes the best 20 / COMMENT.

WOW [exclamation point] i feeel cool for once ;) [28 Jul 2004|07:33pm] [ mood | flirty ] [ music | umm oh dammnit i forget what its called ] omg.. camps SOOOOOOOOOOO fun.. oh man u cant even imagine.. im so happy now life is frigin good. the girls are pretty much gay except for jess.. shes hte COOLEST ever.. ahaha i love her.. the guys.. ... ... OH MAN.. oh man oh man.. youve got NO idea.. seriuosly.. think of the hottest guys you know... and times that by like 100000000000... thats hot .. and theres like 10 of them or more... and those are jsut the super hot ones... matt and greg are hangin out wiht me and jess more.. its great they are really good friends.. :):) me and jess... are PIAMPPS.. haha noooo jk but we pretend.. ahaha i dont know how life could get any better... well except for a b/f.. but oh well the good part about not havning oen is that u can flirt wiht ALLL the HOTTIES> hhaaa im soo exuasted... gunna go watch tv or sumthing.. <3333 [tawna] 10 / COMMENT.

wow [26 Jul 2004|08:48pm] wellllll camp was definitly diffrent then i expected.. 1. greg and matt "graduated" soo they didnt reallt get to hangout with us :( 2. cits..... you havta do WORK!!! 3. theres mostly girls 4. im older now 5. im not a camper 6. i have responsoblilities 7. i havta deal with little kids 8. i cant say like ANYTHING... no gay or quare.. dammit.. or even stupid!!! but i do anyways its good tho.. i love it / COMMENT.

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